birth, Down syndrome, faith, God, grief, Ivy Joy, labor, loss, miscarriage, prenatal diagnosis, the lucky few, tribe, twin loss, Willow Hope

My Story

I am one of those people who had her life planned out at age ten. Become a teacher, get married, have kids. And life pretty much followed. I went to Hope College, became a teacher in Allendale, married Sam, and had two kids - Zoe and Eli. Last summer, Sam and I decided it was… Continue reading My Story

faith, God, grief, loss, miscarriage, twin loss, Willow Hope

Words of Truth

Can I be honest here? One of the hardest things about the journey I find myself on is trying to reconcile the immense grief I have over the loss of our precious baby, with the fact that I am still carrying a healthy little girl. My belly is expanding (perhaps a bit more rapidly than… Continue reading Words of Truth

faith, God, grief, loss, miscarriage, twin loss, Willow Hope

Learning the Ways of Grief

"Have mercy on me Lord, for I am in distress. Tears blur my eyes. My body and soul are withering away. I am dying from grief; my years are shortened by my sadness." Psalm 31:9-10​ Somehow until the past few months of my life, I was oblivious to this verse. In fact I feel like… Continue reading Learning the Ways of Grief